VincentHanna
08-05-2008, 08:10 PM
Hello.
Thank you for reading my post.
I am in a unfavorable situation with a Southern California PD. I was DQ'd by this PD and it was for two reasons. The first is no big deal so I won't even mention it, the second is a big deal and is completely embarrassing to talk about.
I decided, however, to come onto these forums because I value the opinion of the members of this site and hope to gain some help as to how I should fix my situation.
I will be as straightforward as possible. I was in an interview room with my BI and another police officer. The interview was going along fine when out of the blue the BI asked me if I had ever seen a pop up ad for "child pornography".
I said that I may have seen one before but that I wasn't sure. The BI then asked me to think about it, so I then said, "yes, that I had seen one". Why? I don't know. I can't remember, and in my mind I figured "hey, if I had seen one it's no big deal, it's a pop up ad and not a website I intentionally visited."
Then my BI asked me if I clicked on it in order to open it. To which I replied...."NO."
Then my BI kept persistently asking me what the ad looked like and if I could recall what it consisted of. I told my BI I couldn't remember, I closed it immediately after it popped up as I am NOT into that kind of thing.
The BI relentlessly and persistently asked me if I could recall anything over and over again until I finally just gave them details of ANYTHING I could try to remember. What I couldn't remember I guessed and when it was all said and done I found myself describing something I may not have ever even seen at all. I did this because the BI just wouldn't take "I don't remember" for an answer.
Shortly after the interview was completed.
As soon as I walked out of the room and got into my car I realized what had just happened to me. I simply crumbled under the pressure and anxiety of the situation. I was beside myself and completely shocked with what happened. I was cooperating completely and then all of a sudden I was being probed about illegal pornography.
Almost 7 months later this department finally gets back to me. I received a call from my Case Manager telling me that I was DQ'd for having "visited child pornography websites".
Now, I just want to say this before anyone replies. I have never visited a child pornography website nor would I ever. I have younger female siblings and the idea of this makes me completely sick to my stomach.
I am trying to apply elsewhere and have told these departments about my experience with this particular department and it has become a stigma on my name that I cannot overcome. Moreover, I have been looking into sponsoring myself through an academy but I was advised to resolve this issue before I commit.
Is there any way I can go back to this department and correct these findings? By the way, I never filed an appeal because the letter I received stated that it would result in my being disqualified if my appeal was denied. Which is fine but then it went on to say that almost all appeals are denied and then you are completely banned from applying again. It's now too late to file an appeal I believe and besides I already withdrew from the process.
I know that I made a huge mistake. I should of stuck with the truth and said, "I may have seen one yes, but I don't remember what it looks like because I closed it immediately."
Any advice or suggestions on how to clear my name with this PD?
Thanks for your time, I appreciate it.
Thank you for reading my post.
I am in a unfavorable situation with a Southern California PD. I was DQ'd by this PD and it was for two reasons. The first is no big deal so I won't even mention it, the second is a big deal and is completely embarrassing to talk about.
I decided, however, to come onto these forums because I value the opinion of the members of this site and hope to gain some help as to how I should fix my situation.
I will be as straightforward as possible. I was in an interview room with my BI and another police officer. The interview was going along fine when out of the blue the BI asked me if I had ever seen a pop up ad for "child pornography".
I said that I may have seen one before but that I wasn't sure. The BI then asked me to think about it, so I then said, "yes, that I had seen one". Why? I don't know. I can't remember, and in my mind I figured "hey, if I had seen one it's no big deal, it's a pop up ad and not a website I intentionally visited."
Then my BI asked me if I clicked on it in order to open it. To which I replied...."NO."
Then my BI kept persistently asking me what the ad looked like and if I could recall what it consisted of. I told my BI I couldn't remember, I closed it immediately after it popped up as I am NOT into that kind of thing.
The BI relentlessly and persistently asked me if I could recall anything over and over again until I finally just gave them details of ANYTHING I could try to remember. What I couldn't remember I guessed and when it was all said and done I found myself describing something I may not have ever even seen at all. I did this because the BI just wouldn't take "I don't remember" for an answer.
Shortly after the interview was completed.
As soon as I walked out of the room and got into my car I realized what had just happened to me. I simply crumbled under the pressure and anxiety of the situation. I was beside myself and completely shocked with what happened. I was cooperating completely and then all of a sudden I was being probed about illegal pornography.
Almost 7 months later this department finally gets back to me. I received a call from my Case Manager telling me that I was DQ'd for having "visited child pornography websites".
Now, I just want to say this before anyone replies. I have never visited a child pornography website nor would I ever. I have younger female siblings and the idea of this makes me completely sick to my stomach.
I am trying to apply elsewhere and have told these departments about my experience with this particular department and it has become a stigma on my name that I cannot overcome. Moreover, I have been looking into sponsoring myself through an academy but I was advised to resolve this issue before I commit.
Is there any way I can go back to this department and correct these findings? By the way, I never filed an appeal because the letter I received stated that it would result in my being disqualified if my appeal was denied. Which is fine but then it went on to say that almost all appeals are denied and then you are completely banned from applying again. It's now too late to file an appeal I believe and besides I already withdrew from the process.
I know that I made a huge mistake. I should of stuck with the truth and said, "I may have seen one yes, but I don't remember what it looks like because I closed it immediately."
Any advice or suggestions on how to clear my name with this PD?
Thanks for your time, I appreciate it.